baby I just don't know what to say to them

I don't really know how to say I'm not ok

makes me feel like life is just a big pretending thing

I've been horrribly unstuck so many times and I just hide in the corner in the dark and wait for it to go away...I hope really hard enough and it does it's nasty in the meantime I don't know how to say I'm not ok...

all I want to be is ok I miss being ok I hope to be ok again

you are sweet kind....thankyou...

lv, monkey