days make up weeks and too many of them make up months and all joined up just too long depending on the extent of damage done on the way...

oh yeah somethin' aint right inside me!

tormented....and now I write very little I don't know how to explain it?

or should I make an effort...obviously I need to express myself otherwise I would not hang out here all day and night and the one before and the next and it's too late everything is so damn obvious now...

scared yeah!

creative?...yeah!

weird....?...who said that what?...who said weird?!

can I compress years of madness and pain into a tiny verbal box....like really tiny small like small as!?

dis-comfort and chaos permanently emotional dis-figurement?

....to compress and relate in the time it took to achieve such chaos how can anything but a trippy grin.....!!

make any sense of it all

it's a miracle all by itself!....I sure hope you get it .....



....keeps me alive