I was so tired yesterday. Today, I got close to 12 hours of on-off sleep. Still tired, but I always an, and it's a functional tired.

But yesterday, my head was feeling real funny and I was a bit out of it. And I wasn't depressed, yet I had thoughts of self-harm and such. I really can't explain it. I figured it was because I was so tired. But it's still here. I don't know what to do with myself, I feel so weird. I'm waiting for my appointment with my counsellor now; it's in 15 minutes (hopefully). But it feels like my brain is pressing against my skull and making me slightly dizzy. It feels heavy. And even looking at this screen is a little disorientating. And I have another class coming up today.

Maybe I should close my eyes for a while.