I feel miserable and depressed. I feel alone and sad.

I have put my value in the hands of others and without their validation and support I feel like nothing. I feel like my life is worthless and without meeting. I am just going through the steps.

I am going to be spending a week along at my parent's house, house-sitting and dog sitting for them while they are away for the week. I am fearful of being alone. I am not looking forward to it, but I am at the same time.

I feel like I have noone and noone cares. Noone sees the true pain inside. It's just not worth it.