i'm just trying to accept my last session for what it was.i really connected with my T and it doesnt need to be scarey and it can be ok.i think part of this last downfall hassome to do with her being so suportive with what went on with my aunt.i think it triggered trust stuff .i think i was scared to feel ok about her being that person.i know it sounds stupid but thats todays thought.just trying to be ok with being ok with my T