I agree Sconnie, call headache and go home.

Granite - I am going to sit at my desk ( contemplating life and wishing I were busy ) until about an hour before T and then I will begin to freak out and debate on a benzo, go into panic attack mood and regret every email I have sent....then 50 minutes later I will drive there , have T and come back to my dungeon and re chain myself to my desk and try to think of why I never followed my dreams and became something other then what I am..... Then take the partner out for drinks, dinner and live music on the patio of our whole foods....

Yup, that's it..... I'm pretty sure that's how its gonna play out.