I forgot how to eat....it's been ...ummm..

what?...I think yep it's Saturday...

I went to court on Tuesday...then I blew a fuse.....something snapped inside me

I have been drinking pretty full on since.....and now I'm in a "bewilderment"

it just amazes me what the body can cope with...

flying on emotions....but ?

I don't know

there is a delicate momentum I don't want to interfere with it