Does it monkey, I dunno.

Maybe bipolar is just a an opps in our brain, that is not illness at all. Maybe sometimes our bipolar brains just go out of this middle world that we were built for, like an opps weren't supposed to go there, weren't supposed to see that, close the curtain.

Maybe it's just us sometimes walking in a landscape we are not intended to walk in. Our brains are not equipped to translate or navigate. A blip letting you pass through an accidental doorway into another level of this universe. The brain doesn't have the capacity to understand parts of this world it was not meant to walk in. Like a little quantum leap a little showing of a different quantum universe, or molecular world. Like a rock is not as solid as it seems.. atoms can pass in and out of it, but not in the middle world we live in, so we can't see it or do it, doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

makes sense to me, but sometimes am I just deluding myself, is my brain paling hanky on me, or am I just to stubborn to think it's just bipolar, just illness...disease.