I got a some, but it's wavering. It's fluid, it's not rock solid. It gets knocked down and turned around. Sometimes there is lots and sometimes none, and not in the places it needs to be. Always trying to shuffle it around. Because I have confidence deficiencies, a deficit.

"I got a little bit it must be like some kind of spiritual desperation I would be completely f.ucked without it!"

Yeah I think so too.