Sorry Im late to the forum but why is BP scary she must have watched to much TV or movies. And Trying to cure you without meds doesnt she understand there is not cure? It just is there is nothing else just Is. There are ways to help but no cure nope. Dont feel guilty its not your fault youve been dealt this hand, just have to learn how to play with it thats all. After all no one in this life wins or loses so no worries moose dont feel guilty. However I do agree with your comment sounds like an no offense a bit of a ****tard