10 minutes into the session after going over my basic history, every therapist that I have seen -- including my psychiatrist -- has always pressed the issue of my biological mother to an exasperating degree. I'm 20 now and I haven't seen her since I was 13. Somehow, ALL of the mental issues, hard depressions, and anxiety, seems to be ENTIRELY because of this missing person in my life.
It's so frustrating to have everything that I feel "explained" by one detail in my life. Even more, when I try to explain that I don't like her and I felt nothing the last time I saw her and knew it was the last time, I'm treated like I'm in denial and told that I've repressed how I really felt.
I don't want to see anyone who not only simplifies my problem, but also tells me what they think I should be feeling. Shouldn't they, you know, listen to me? And not go on all this damn Freudian-cheap-***-psychology-mother ****?
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