To Dark Eyes,
Thank you. that is what I need right now. SUPPORT. I cant tell you how much it means to me to have ANYONE say: I know what you are going through. That's all I'm asking right now. I'm in the "I'm all alone phase." I'm in the "I can't do it phase". I don't need to hear that I need to get myself to AA. I need to hear "I've been there" stories, or better yet, I need to hear the "I'M THERE" stories because I've felt enough shame and guilt in my life. I don't need that for recovery.
You need more people like Dark Eyes giving hope and love to people on this site.
All these people who preach to me, save it for Sunday morning services, Ok? IF you have never been an addict and have a kind message, it's welcomed, HOWEVER, I don't want to hear from those of you who have never been gripped so tightly in the clutches of addiction. You don't get it, and you don't belong in this board. if you were/are an addict, I want/need to hear it. Otherwise, F you and your crystals, your religion, and your superior attitude.
I'm an addict not your next freakin' church project.