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Originally Posted by Sunset-L
I think god is punishing me. I'm in my mid 40's and still haven't experienced a loving relationship with anyone because I always get rejected, I still don't have any friends since my last friends stab me in the back, I still live at home with my mother and my sister, I should be out on my own.. I've been abused most of my life.. I'm not living a normal life that I feel like ending my life.. Well that would be ok because I feel like I don't have a life that I'm better off dead!!
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Hi, there,
No, I dont think God is punishing you, its just life is crazy hard sometimes. Try to think that your not alone, there are alot of people who are single at your age. But I know, Rejection is so painful.
Don't think about ending your life, try to think positive, ( I know its hard). I am married, but like tonite, I think my husband don't have a clue what I am feeling sometimes. Hope maybe you can find, some hobbies or classes to get yourself, out so that you can meet new people.
Wishing you all the best of luck
