you guys told me to talk to you...

there is alot more...

I have many answers...

it's a shame I got more reasons

if I had any less I couldn't answer nuthin'.

the most upsetting thing for me is ...."even when my body does collapse soon"

there aint nobody around but me to hold it

my mental illness makes me a really lonely guy...

I have not felt the touch of another human being for years now like an intimacy prison!

I make out it's ok....but it ain't ok

you all told me to talk to you...

monkey is killing himself in loneliness

he don't know what to do about it...

his brain don't work in the world we see..

no-one can be with me

I don't even know what I am or especially what I am for

you told me to talk to you

I cannot remember when last I was held and cared about.

I'm a bad boy...

dangerous...

think of dangerous ?.....increase it a bit until it aint comfortable

put some eccentric brain in there...

and you got me you got James

i'm afraid of myself....

you told me to talk ...it's better than just sayin' nuthin'

I am human too

I'm not all about love and advice....

i'm damaged