I was also on abilify for a while and so was my brother. There is a high risk of suicidal desire and accomplishment with abilify. I had two suicidal attempts and ended up in the hospital for eight days while on abilify. My brother did kill himself while on abilify, in 2009. I do not have a high opinion of abilify.

I wish I had some advice but all I have is experience. I hope you find the answers you are looking for my friend. If you need someone to listen and understand, we are here and you are free to message me in a time of need if you feel that you cannot trust others at the time.

I know what you are going through and I can tell you from experience that there is good in life and things get better. Your friend, Glinda