I should say that what I want to ask about is difficult for me, and I want anyone who reads this to be honest with me. I was in a relationship with a man for four years. How can I say anything? He treated me like I was not even human, and I couldn't fight back. There was the hitting, the sexual abuse and emotional abuse. It never ended, at least it seemed like it wouldn't. I have nightmares, and I see his face everywhere. I wake up crying at night from remembering what he did to me. I'm unable to really express much to my husband, and it interfers with our marriage in some ways. I see a therapist, but with my other health issues, it all gets mixed up. I need advice, ways to deal with this, from people who can relate. How do you deal with the anxiety, memories, lack of sleep? A marriage?
Abbidy