and there is more...

something inside don't work so good...

I had a beautiful little puppy a couple years back and I fuc.king nearly killed the poor little guy...

I don't know what happened to me that night I nearly killed the little puppy !!...

I was so violent....I called the cops and they came and they took my doggy away and he knew...he looked at me when they were coming up the stairs but I hurt him I did I don't know why I did??

he looked at me and made a noise like.."how come?"....breaks my heart he made that noise he knew it was over and he never did nuthin' wrong.....but I had him from tiny....he didn't know?......why did daddy turn on him

I will never recover from that he was my little buddy and I nearly killed him...

something aint right inside me

I don't know where he is now but he was a gorgeous puppy and I mistreated him....

two weeks later my best mate killed himself ....I lost my job at the nursing home the old lady who owned my house died my best therapist ever had a stroke my girlfriend left me I nearly killed my puppy I then stuck a knife in my arm...

there was lots of blood and not enough to make up for what I did and then they put me away and ...

something aint right in my head....