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Originally Posted by Sannah
This isn't all that strange. The pain releases endorphins which improve your mood.
Are you discussing with your T what about work is increasing your anxiety and what steps you can take to reduce the anxiety? Hospitals will work with you in paying bills. Have you spoken to a financial counselor from the hospital? They will let you pay very small amounts and will even forgive the debt. What kind of hospital was it?
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Right now since I just got the bill, I'm trying to avoid it by pretending it doesn't exsist. Yes, it was a psych hospital. I wasn't so crazy about the doctor but the rest of the staff was really great.
We've been talking about ways to distract myself when I get really down...so yes. The only thing is that I'm having such a hard time trying to come up with ideas. I can come up with things...but actually doing them...feels way too over whelming. It's only 5 months since I lost my mother...I know that he doesn't get this. I miss her so much, she was the only person I could count on...the only one who was always there for me. And now, I'll never have that again. I'm all alone. Somedays are ok but others are so hard. The only other family I have is an aunt, her husband, and their children. Well, I haven't always had the best relationship with my aunt, she's been trying but I'll never trust her compeletly. As for her kids....whom I used to be very close with...well when my mother got sick they hardly did anything, and since she's gone two of them have called once or twice, and the third--haven't heard a thing since the funeral.