I had a different accident one time, and it was an accident, however it was accident that evolved out of rage, and I slammed a door shut real hard, when I thought my bf had already left but just left my door open, I didn't see him walking away still cause I was so mad... and his hand was in the door frame still. He lost the end of his finger, so maybe it wasn't direct, I did not mean that to happen, I didn't want that to happen, but if I could have kept cool, it wouldn't have happened. And that is pretty hard to deal with. So James we do all have stuff... I dunno