Convincing, what is convincing is the chronic pain he has in his hand, the omg... nightmare of what we both saw. It isn't something I can take back, I didn't mean to do it, I didn't know he was still there. we were both in a rage and that is exactly what happened. If I could trade places I would, the world is never fair, will never let you trade places....

Only other thing to do then is change/learn, so it doesn't happen. I have never had intentions to hurt anyone or anything. I have been in lots of really bad places, with really bad people, and I know I am not one of them, but I got really lost. Maybe they did too.