I seem to be doing well but the frustrating thing about having my meds changed left and right by my p.c.p and trying to feel balanced is not having a therapist whatsoever. I go to my NA meetings but most of my peers are anit-medications but Im useless without them...I'm frustrated because I dont have any real insurance and I make diddly squat so I cannot afford a therapist..its hard enough being in school for human services and counseling so Im actually learning about how I would treat myself but the hardest part is I cant have it really be about me..so its all locked up inside me...I really just need someone to talk to is all