everyone its been a little bit of a ruff stretch but things are going a little better here emotionally anyway now that I have been on the welbutrin and the prozac for awhile I can even go shopping enjoy driving the car I even had to talked to a stranger about what happened to mom and held it all together today I had to take the wife to the same hospital and room where mom was in and controlled it well Thanks to all of you

now for the bad my laptop blew up and cant be fixed borrowing this one when I can

my 42 in. flat screen tv went out and isnt worth reparing they told me

so with all this free time my mind does wander and gets confused allot but my over all attitude has been much better thanks everyone