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Originally Posted by Sunset-L
I think god is punishing me. I'm in my mid 40's and still haven't experienced a loving relationship with anyone because I always get rejected, I still don't have any friends since my last friends stab me in the back, I still live at home with my mother and my sister, I should be out on my own.. I've been abused most of my life.. I'm not living a normal life that I feel like ending my life.. Well that would be ok because I feel like I don't have a life that I'm better off dead!!
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um...first for the girl thing I can relate to the constant rejection and feeling that gods punishing you likely for something that you feel is minor or least for me minor, make friends with multiple girls and take it slow fast screws you royally and forever.(make sure you don't come across as gay unless you are a homosexual and thats the type of relationship you're looking for than I suggest a gay bar and same ****.
um for the friends same boat, uh I don't know.
focus on improving you're career at all cost can attract women.(or dudes)
workout at home using no weights. doesn't have to be much just 20 minutes, I got told to do that last one but I've only managed to do it on occasion still better than nothing I guess.
Life is the most important thing, think about all the people in the world that have it worse and how it'd be an insult to them and you to die because of something pathetic like this, that you can change, you've been around longer but I still think my life is likely more ****ed up than yours.
I don't really know if I'm helping...
Live because there are people with lives worse than you living and that's the least you could do for yourself.