(((gettingthere))),

Hi, welcome to PC. I am sorry that you didn't have a mother that showed you love. Sometimes mother's don't know how, for some reason, maybe she didn't get loved herself, or maybe she has been hurt at some point in her life and was "afraid" to love.
You know, some people are just afraid to love.

I don't know what kind of childhood your mother might have had, but maybe if you did some "investigating" you may find some answers. That is what I did with my parents, I learned about their childhoods and grew to understand them better. You know, after all, we are what we know, and some people just don't know how to express love.

If you didn't have the love you needed, then make sure you give that love to your own children someday. You will know what it is like to have it missing and how important it truely is.

You can also share with others, because you are not alone in needing.

(((Hugs for healing)))
Open Eyes