No better today at all, well, I dont know. I am Bi###y, and I am never bi##y, I mean like never... No not really that even, I don't know what this feeling is

I just dont get upset all that easily, well no not over most stuff, I am pretty calm. I don't get irritated much ever, not even when in a mood, nope. Physically agitated I get in spades.

But when I went out this evening I just could not stand it, I didn't want to talk to my sister tho I love her and miss her, I just couldn't think of stuff to say, and I am always talking. Then she accidentally locked her keys in the car, which wasn't so bad, I am pretty handy at locks and stuff. Then everything just too much, too gross, too dirty, to peopley, I just wanted to run home. I just do not feel like me. I feel kinda volitile and it just isn't like me..... To much waste, to much product , too much stupid consumerism, too much lights, too ugly flooring, it's not even that stuff tho, I just dont feel like me, not even a little. Just feel like pulling my skin off.

.... Still I don't know, when I am at home I don't feel any better. I feel like i've been invaded by a gremlin.