Since last week when I found out that all of my hopes and dreams of returning to school and making a better future for my family and myself I have been extremely depressed. I feel like I have nothing left to give, I can barely pay my bills on the paltry disability check that I get from my employer and my wife is beginning to crack under the stress that I am putting on her. I have looked into getting a different job but everything that I find I feel that I am not qualified to do, my self-doubt is at an all time high because of this. I feel like there is no one that I can talk to, I don't feel that I am worth anyone's time to sit and listen to my issues.