Anger? Oh! My old friends... Blind Rage and Fury. I haven't seen a lot of them lately, but I grew up with them. I grew up so angry and hateful that I stopped caring about myself at a young age. It became a game of, what I can handle, letting **** just happen to me and saying I was tougher than it. It got to the point that I was invincible, nothing could hurt me more than I could hurt myself, so that made me powerful!

What caused it... hmmmm... I had a lot to be angry about. in and out of the house at 14 as I wished cuz my parents didn't really care.

this is your thread, not mine. I'll get back to the point. I always have anger inside of me, if I stop to look for it, it will stare back at me. So I have found other ways to deal with things, and if I don't know how to deal with something, the anger does come out of standby and makes things worse lol. Do you have a constant threat of rage and anger taking over too? it sucks.