You should be come a writer. I to like to write. I have ADD and PTSD and am not a good speaker but the words are in my brain and I can't get them out unless I write them.

Is this to be addressed to the one who did this to you or as an explanation to the new person you are with? This would be very good to show to a new person you might be with. But if the person who did this to you is the same person you are currently seeing I would not give this to them alone. With a T maybe or w/ a close friend who knows. I wish you the best of luck.