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Originally Posted by riotgrrrl
I used to listen to my old angry punk records, or a song or two by Bauhaus.. then am showing my age.
The other thing I do, is allow myself just one really really miserable night, thinking about them. Then get a bottle of champagne, drink it all myself, and burn photo's! Not as drastic the last bit as may seem, coz I always had the negs, lol.
I hope you feel better soon - and be kind to you. Its always hard.
ps - I like the present shooting!
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lol Thank you...the story of how it came about is just as good. I was telling my best friend about the whole break up, and how I felt. I mentioned that her stupid present, still sitting there in the shipping box all ready to go, was a huge trigger. He agreed, lamented with me, and we moved on. Later in the conversation I made a few comments about my rifle, a few improvements I was going to make, and that we needed to go shooting.
lol Following that comment, we were silent for a few moments...I think it hit us both at the same time.

He chirped up with "So...whatcha doin' next week?" with a rather obvious undertone.

lol Fastforward a week and I'm blowing that little thing to smithereens.
I'm glad you liked Snuff, Believed.

It helped me. The End of Me by Apocalyptica is another really good one. I'd suggest it to you.