I've been stable for a while now (with minor blips here and there), but I feel like I'm falling down that dark depression hole again. I feel like everything bothers me, that everyone is against me (though I know they aren't), and that I am completely unlovable. I'm anxious, I'm overreactive... And I know that much of the stuff I am anxious about isn't reality, but I feel like there is still a little grain of reality in there, and so it's tough to just brush off.

Anyway. I just needed to talk.