I always felt there was something different about me, and others seemed to notice because I got picked on a lot for being weird. I apparently had depression even as a child but I didn't even know what that was just thought I really must be a worthless waste of space so I attempted suicide. Then the psychologist I had to talk to or whatever informed me I was depressed. I thought it was something I'd just get better from but it does not seem to have gone that way.