Yes, this kind of behavior upsets people... probably more than you realise. 'More' as in this kind of behavior upsets people to a greater degree than you probably realise, and 'more' as in it is likely that far more people have been upset by your postings than you are aware of.

It upsets people for several reasons. Firstly, it is genuinely upsetting to be led to believe that someone - especially a minor - is in very real danger of ongoing abuse. Nobody wants children to be hurt, and when people know about it it is extremely upsetting to be powerless to stop it.

Secondly, it is equally upsetting to discover that you have been 'taken for a ride'. Nobody likes to be manipulated. Nobody likes to be somebody else's emotional play thing. When people feel manipulated, lied to, and used it generally makes them feel pretty hurt and angry.

I do believe you are in genuine emotional pain and you do need support and help to find your way through to the other side... this here just isn't the way to go about it. What you have been doing here may fill in the hours and get you immediate relief of some kind but it isn't going to change anything in the long run. The only way to do that is to find a therapist and do the hard work of therapy.