Hey Moose,
Have you had any leads lately that have seemed like something you're interested in? You are very talented with a camera and putting together photo stories-I have loved your visual stories with your children. Is there some avenue you can explore with these skills? I think that you need a job that challenges your need to be creative. I don't know what it is, but look for these possibilities.
Btw, I'm missing you Moose!
Bluemountains