I cant remember a time i wasn't ducking and weaving. My earliest menory is of me hiding between a dresser and a bed crying. Lets see if i can name them all... sibling abuse, emotional abuse by grandparent physical by parent melesting by brothers friend attempted rape abandoned by parent verbally by many bullying raped by brother in law emotionally by daughter and sever domestic by alcoholic spouse.
No im not on meds maybe i should be but i couldn't get them if i wanted to no money because my ptsd is keeping me from going outside so i cant work.
With my divorce i thought things better but he gaslighted the court he set it up to his favor with our daughters help.afterwards they told me that i should take note that just like they played court that if i try to see my son they will use them to crush me dead but i can disappear now but make my payments.
I dont know how to feel anything anymore. But the good thing is if all those well educated people. Could be pulled in. By them then me catching on early to them gives us a one up. I have had such a busy time of it. I am the oldest most worn out 43 yrs old i know