My reasons for feeling this sad are so unnecessary, but I hate being so naive about reality.
Please offer any support you can provide.

I am feeling so alone, in general, but particularly tonight.
I am constantly questioning myself and my life, and I'm not sure if it's because of some subconscious need to torture myself, but I have trouble finding anything positive around me.

I am an insecure, self-loathing individual, and the only way I am able to feel anything but sadness is through the affirmation I receive from others. It's quite sick actually. Anytime this affirmation is removed, I will do anything to re-obtain it.

I have been dependent on people for so long - particularly my ex-boyfriend (who is sadly semi-still my current boyfriend - sometimes...). After moving so far away from him and my friends and everyone I know, I feel like my life is falling apart. I cannot, however, financially support myself in the former place I resided in until I save some money.

I really don't know what to do anymore. I hate to sound trite complaining about issues that are seemingly easy to solve, but my situation is really depressing me constantly.

I have sat around crying for at least the past 6 hours. I can't escape my sadness.

Thanks for any help you can provide. I hope everyone else is having a better night than me. : /