I think its good you're being proactive by going to support groups and getting an interview for a new job so often these days people think its all up to others to sort them out so good for you for carrying on and doing everything you can to get your life back on track. Feel free to unload as much as you want - this is a safe place and we'll all try and help in every way that we can. I hope things begin to look up for you soon. All the best.