I need a reason to live, but I urge you kindly not to post answers similar or bordering towards "think about all the people who cares about you" or “everyone has a purpose”, I am neither religious nor suicidal, at least not anymore.
I’m just tired of being trapped in a pointless universe where we, the human race, only live to satisfy our ego. (Or super ego if you want to go all psycho- analytical on me)
But I suppose it is better than the alternative: A divine dictatorship which applies fear in order to keep its (his, hers or whatever) followers from searching for it and, assuming the search is successful, proving the existence of the divine entity in question.
I could go on, but this is beside the point, I am only including this so that you may easier understand my current position, sorry if I offended anyone.
But back to my question, which is:
I need a reason to live, a life goal if you will; something that can drive me forward and give me strength or my life will be meaningless.
If anyone of you have any suggestions I would be most obliged.

Yours truly
Canis_Lupus