Im sorry if that sounded like I was trying to shun you. That was not what I was trying to do, I was just trying to say there are forums out there for survivors of abuse or ptsd that may be better suited for you. Of course you are welcome here if you need our support. Just please dont come in with mean comments, we are like a family here. This is our little oline bipolar family. We listen to each other and support each other everyday and you are welcome to be a part of that just no judgements allowed.