I can sort of relate--
I suspect I've got ADD so things are REALLY hard to focus on in school, I'm really frustrated and I just feel miserable, stressed, depressed, and overwhelmed due to school.
And we don't have insurance or a lot of money, so I can't go to the doctor for a diagnosis or medicine. I'm not suicidal(I value life a lot), but I'm not happy either.
I just wish school would end. It WOULD be nice to be appreciated for what I can achieve, and I guess I feel a little undervalued? But not even my parents can help me right now, my mom just tells me to 'Just get it done' and I can't express to her how I CAN'T. It's SO hard.

I wish this would get better, for you and me. I feel lost, I guess. =(