I do not know if it is proper to post here, but i need a place to clean inner grief and counselling support, and have so many dreams each day cuz of my trauma

I was putting my baggage in friends' house,because i had no place to live at that time....in this dream, i put baggage , one suitcase in a male friends'home which was living there about 5 males. another is in a lady's home which i used to stay there too.

the male put my suitcase in a cabinet, he actually opend the case, not sure he picked out something or not, then he put a paper on a chair in middle of the room, writing my name there on the paper with dark ink.

I was told by myself sister that those two rooms people will be in voilence and trauma soon, so i have to take out my suitcases. i was scared cuz i was sick and walking slowly , but i still trying and so i walked back to the buildings of the male house later to the lady's house. my sister helped to take out one from the lady's house and to a safe place downstairs... i suddenly awared that the male was a former abuser actually which i forgave him. and the lady was somone cheated me on my back...

I was lucky finally cuz i took out the suitase from the male house too,cuz i opened the door with a key and lucky that they still not back home, but i forgot if it was the former suitcase? or they changed something?but no time to check, cuz they would back to his house soon.......i ran down stairs with this heavy case, and i saw downstairs my sister and others r safe in a big place smiling and eating and relaxing there, i was reaching them............i awoke.