I see myself as a victim, cuz of past life and horrible childhood........
I m keeping seeking love everywhere, father love, mother love, romantic love, it is like a disease following me, cuz i demanding too much...and always with a dark mood.

This makes me so down, and lack motivation to move on my life now.....
I need some advices or suggestions to balance at least a bit, i need a least a bit strength to take care of my daily life and my health...thanx