I just want them to know that Something is wrong, I don't know what to tell them but I don't feel at ease at all I'm really kind of paranoid and scared mostly of myself, but I can't get away from myself can I? I want them to be a bit less supportive of m cutting cause now I'm like well they're cool with it ill just do it because I like te way it feels and they don't care. I just don't really know how I feel I feel kinda wild but kind of feel like crying and I did in front of them last night over having I cook dinner. I said it was to much pressure. So any help on how I could make it easier to explain how I'm feeling righ now cause its not good and not all that bad. Please help blue ou give the best advice.