I got to within 25 miles of my destination yesterday when my truck broke down.. I should count my blessings as I was able to get free towing back home through AAA. My nerves are shot though. I drank last night...tomorrow I find out how much more money I will have to spend to fix my truck and I am petrified with fear. I don't think I've ever felt more fear in my life... I just don't know if I can handle this, and I have no idea what I should do...I just don't have the energy to do what needs to be done