I did not respond to any kind of therapy and years of different meds were nothing but a nightmare.

Somehow, I moved into a place of acceptance and have been up and down since then.

I guess my goal is a daily thing. I have to work hard every single day at not allowing my negative and self-destructive thinking and self-image to suck my in.

For now, my goal is just one-day-at-a-time. For now.