Tita
Here I was, thinking only my mom is like this. My mom did have an alcohol and painkiller problem for most of my teenage and early twenty years. No, I can't really get away from my mom because we live in the same town and if I would to cut her out of my life permantely it would mean that I would not be able to see my dad (who I love very much) and he wouldn't dare come visit me, it would make matters much worse for me. It is a catchy situation, and a heavy one on the heart too. My problem affects almost every aspect of my life, as it is always there. I am so mad at my mom for doing this to me, I could be out with the rest of the world having fun, living life to the full but I don't feel like doing anything other than sleep, it's so frustrating. I also don't won't to hold grudges, I know if my mom dies it's me that will have to live with the regrets. Try not to hold a grudge against yours either, trust me those regrets NEVER go away. If you are in a position to make amends (if it's at all possible) do so before its too late.