Finally wrote about my session in a super long post:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...34#post2628334

******TRIGGER mention of si below....






After writing the post I realized I probably have to come clean with t about a few things like the si and the bad thoughts that have been popping into my head. I don't know why I suddenly feel like I must share this with her. I've always kept them as my own little secret because I am afraid she will force me onto meds if she knows. Can I just have t tomorrow and not a week from tomorrow?