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Originally Posted by treehugger727
Friday was chill...watched a movie with the boys. Saturday: lovely; took the boy to the forest preserve for some Autumn nature time, took lokts of cool pictures. Made awesome lunch and dinner in the crock pot. Sat pm good; went with some friends to a haunted house that had strobes (which I hate) and I thought I was going to have a flashback or a seizure but I survived  Sunday was productive; baked bluberry bars for brekky, got shopping done, made a homemade pizza for dinner...but I feel like poo right now...
I feel sad and like my body belongs to someone else. I wish that I would just figure all of this crap out. I have a headache and I think reefer withdrawl  boo.
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Wow....I really feel the same way. I've "tried" to explain to friends and family BUT they don't understand. I don't think they'll ever grasp what it's like to feel as though your body is possessed. Although I don't have the saddest, I have mania. My mania would get so bad I was afraid of myself or to be around ppl.
I encourage you to look into Mary Ellan Copeland's WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan). You can find info about it on YouTube.