Sweetie, God is right THERE - right next to you. He has never left you. when you are weak, He's holding you up. When you can't walk, He's carrying you.
WE are here with you -- you can talk all you want and we'll listen. You know that someone is always here. I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly.
But tomorrow will be better -- I can feel it. It will be a new day, and you'll feel so much better than now.
Why not try to lay down, close your eyes, and drift off to sleep. Sleep is what you need, dearheart. You're too tired right now, and this pain is going to wear you out. Before you know it, it will be morning -- and things will look brighter.
Get some rest my friend. Hugs, Lee