hi guys, i just realised i have BPD a week ago. before this, i thot my erratic behaviour was due to depression, insecurity, anger management issues, worry, narcissm. now i finally realised what i am suffering from and why.

i don't know if knowing i have BPD is better or worse. at least i had hope for change previously. now, after reading so much on this condition and hearing therapists say it cannot be cured, i will suffer a lifetime of bad relationships, it makes me feel defeated and hopeless.

but i refuse to believe it. that's why i am here. glad to have found this forum.