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Originally Posted by Thepointis..
Sigh.
Thank you..
I want to get better. I do. For me. I know that I will never get better mentally if I don't resolve my issues with food and weight. Yet, I can't seem to let it go. I can't let go of the idea that being thin will somehow make life better... Or that food isn't the solution to pain. That neither food or weight is a reason to get up in the morning. Or a reason to miss out on life. I know it logically. But I still can't let go.
I want to. I need to.
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You totally summed up everything I am feeling right now. It's like I'm watching me doing it, knowing it's wrong and hurtful to do so, and my brain is screaming, "this is not good, just stop/ just eat!" but something won't let me let go sometimes. I guess that's the first step though, is at least
listening to that voice? Maybe? I don't know
